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I just had a liberating experience this past weekend. So there I was watching Suzuka and I realized I needed a change. This was like at 3-4am lol. So guess what I did. I decided to clean. Yes for those of u who know me I cleaned! My room isn’t just a bunch of papers everywhere now. It is just books lying around lol. I threw away a lot of my hs/college papers and put always all the photos as well. The reason y it was so liberating was because I got rid of my past. No longer am I going to have to see pictures/papers and etc of things of the past. The pictures were probably the most liberating part of it. Those of you who have been lucky enough to be in my bedroom ^_^, know that I have a bunch of pics of my hs days. Basically I put away all those pictures in some cabinet. Since, pictures are for memories and these memories are memories I want to forget about, I thought I’d store them away. No need to bring drama on myself. The ironic thing was that when I was cleaning I ended up finding a picture I kind/wanted to find for a long time. But at that moment in time I didn’t want to see that picture because the painful thoughts of that picture would surely haunt me again. So now I am left with that picture by my side and me wondering what I should do once again. I know all of this doesn’t make sense but to me it does and this is MY SITE. So thank you very much =) I have a wonderful song/lyrics to post but I’ll do that on a later occasion since I am kind of preoccupied atm.