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I love this song and the way she sings it ^_^ <3 hikki

my family is so disfunctional….now i know why i turned out the way i did lol

on a side note

i still think i’m in love with her, but at times i try to push myself forward and move on. It sometimes works, but there are always thoughts in the back of my mind. I really wish I could just see her again and settle things. I want to ask all those ridiculous questions and questions you shouldn’t ask so I can finally move on with my life. Sadly, it is not possible.

Yes its raining…the sound of the rain soothes me….i feel pretty good

So I watched Lovely Complex this past weekend. I gotta say this is near the top of my list of animes. Its funny and very very cute ^_^. It kind of reminded me of high school and made me do some reflecting. If you have time I recommend this series. Also the first ending theme is amazing. I’ve been listening to it the last 2 days straight lol. PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH AT ME OR TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY WHEN I EMBED THE YOUTUBE VIDEO. Disclaimer: I like the song and thats that hahhaha. U will see why i typed this now

Until I step away from the environment I am in. I will never find happiness. How much do I really have to give up and how much sadness am I willing to face, for me to find this so called happiness? I do not know, but I want to find it. I will never be who I want to be until it does. For about a year of my life I thought I had it all. Then it was ripped away from me. Be it my fault or not, it does not matter. I need a way out and as of right now I’m willing to sacrifice it all to achieve it.